How do you come to terms with the anger and emotions that flood your soul at the mere sound of your dad’s voice? How do you forgive and love as Christ loves Him when there is no remorse?
Over and over I find myself trying to forgive him. And over and over I that anger clings to me like a wet blanket.
Maybe its the fact that there is no recognition of the effect his actions had on my life. The sleepless nights living in fear, longing for protection from the daily onslaught of the world. Knowing that he was the one I feared the worst.
How do you let go of that anger and love the person who made you feel that way?