Sunday morning I snapped under the weight of my fear. I broke down at the foot of the cross and admitted to God what He already ken. My fear, the wound harbored in my soul, is the fear of being unprotected.
When I was young I didn’t know what protection was, I didn’t understand what I was walking away from when I walked away from God. All this time I have looked towards men around me hoping they would protect me. Time and time again that arrow would pierce my heart at the humanness of men. Tonight I stood before God with the arrow of fear at my throat. I looked into His eyes and saw everything I ever longed for. He beckoned me to step out of the chains in into His protection. I leapt, refusing to be bound by these chains any more, by the mind games that lie to me about what I need.
I expected to feel the arrow pierce my soul, but instead it snapped! I landed in His arms and felt the full embrace of my true Strong Tower.
beautiful!
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